brain things : becoming happy
allow.... yourself.... to be.... happy...!!!
my brain tries to convince me that i don't deserve the good things.
it makes me feel guilty, like things are "too good" for me.
idk if i can break that down, but it's a habit i'm trying to quit.
when something good happens to me i have to remind myself, it's ok!!!
i bet a lot of people feel like that all the time.
^ i typed this earlier in the day. after thinking about an upcoming trip that my partner has planned for us. i hadn't told my family or friends about it cuz of those undeserving thoughts. then i remembered, they would want me to be happy cuz they love me. i think it's that simple.
[btw] blog layout is still š§ Under Construction š§
feeling: blessed. goodnight <3
j